I feel bad :(

I feel bad...disappointed..sad..do not know how to do..do not know how to face you..
I damn unhappy now..today the weather is as same as my inner world..cold and crying..
Ya, my inner world was crying. but at now i cant cry out. I want cry out..I already found the reason for me to cry..But don't know why i still cant cry out..Help me please..i feel so hurt now..
I don't want get hurt anymore..Anymore!!!!!!
Start at now i want be stronger..STRONGER..AND STRONGER!!!
I don't want get hurt anymore!!!
No one can hurt me anymore!!!
Don't worry me,I'm okay. :)
Today actually is a good day,but when i hear the news every things was change.

The world is beautiful..Smile always. :)

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I will try my best.. :)

Biscuit~Biscuit~I like you..I love you..But you not as i thought :( Should i give up?? I very confused now..My friends keep asking me to talk with him,sms with him..But i don't dare..be brave tat guy is you like..I know how to say but don't know how to do.. "I think i can ,i can" at last i cant. Every time see he i also will feel shame,excited than i don't know what i want to say.Some topics before see he already think properly but after see he what also never say to he..I fail..really fail..:(

Today is Melissa good day..Because she take one box of chocolate from she darling..the chocolate is came from Itali the chocolate brand name"Patchi"..It taste very nice not too sweet..:)
I so jealous she,she darling give she one box of chocolate..Ahh...i want it too.. :o when recess time I go with Melissa and take the chocolate.she keep asking me is she look good..and ask me later what to say to he and she scared she say something wrong..like "thanks you" become "tank you"...haha...really very funny lo..relax la you wont say wrong any words..now you also never say wrong any things or words..good try Melissa.. :)

Melissa..i will hear what you said to me..
talk to he and sms he la..
I try my best :)

Yeah..we get the third in Poster competition..

YEAH..YEAH..YEAH...We class get the third in the Poster Competition...Congratulation to all my poster partner..Nadiah, Aminin, Syakirah, Adele and Syahirah..
now we're planning how to celebration.Maybe use the money to buy the pizza and eat.Or share the money. Whatever actually is nothings for me..:)
Today is the first day open school, everyone feel lazy and don't like wanna study.Include me also
xP "Ya,you're not only the best choice to me.." this sentences now i always talked to myself..but no use..:( Today my brain is keep think about Sunway Lagoon..Sunway Lagoon have bungee jump now..I want go to play..Who wanna go with me?? I never play bungee jump before but i very interesting to that..:) If you are interesting to that please tell me, than i will plan one day to go with you. I will call my friends go also,you can call your friends go also :)

Is bed time now..
Good Night Darling..
Have a sweet dream :)

Moon Cake Festival

Around 4.00p.m i reach there,but they was no one there because Mag they still waiting Kelvin bus to fetch them at SHELL Petrol Station .Only me and Sera there. :( It's ok at last got one friend there.Hehe :) There are too many people was standing beside or infront of the door..OMG..There have so many pretty, sexy girls and handsome boys..
Woah..My brain GPS starting looked carefully where have handsome boys.. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7!!! Have 7 handsome boys..Fuyoh..Especially,the DSLR boy..sit beside line of me..but i don't know him :(
Suddenly my brain GPS and memory card felt something out..Oh..that's boy is my primary school friend..He smiled to me and said hello to me..Ahh..Still look handsome..the 7 handsome boys include him also..:)
After Nicholas and his friend reach already,than we go register together..after we walked the stairs up..ya,walked the stairs up..1st floor to 5th floor..so tired :(
when we go into the hall,the hall is so big.The hall is not same as i thought.Everyone was standing infront of the stage sing, dance and welcome us to their home FGA. At there i meet back my primary friends..Hey , you guys still keep look pretty and handsome ya..but me so XXX :X
The moon cake festival was so amazing..Awesome :)

YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CAN :)

HA...I really very love SODOKU now...It was so amazing~
Tomorrow have 3 moon cake festival is waiting for me :) Actually i just feel excited to one..the only one moon cake festival..hey guys wait me wait me..I'm coming..
This few days has many people(include myself) asked me the same question. WHY NOT GIVE UP?? YOU WANT WAIT UNTIL WHEN?? FOREVER?? In the same time they asked me how i feel,what i think. I also dunno what i think.So, should i give up??But i really don't want.I don't want give up. Just be back normal.
Is time to back to school..Many things is waiting for me..the RATS the CHILDISH RATS are waiting for me.Fine, is okay. I'm ready, I'm ready for every things :)

"YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CAN"